Do i need to say more? *today kana sore eyes..didnt wear contact lense for 2 wks somemore* 

PIAAAAAAAA

1 more down, 3 more to go!!

*Woof* 

Tired

累。。

First paper down, 4 more to go & here i am complaining the tiredness. 1 week of intense studying plus another 2 weeks of exam plus more intense studying.

My mum came and said to me :"最后一次了，加油！” hahaha.. dun know to smile or to frown? I tink she's very happy that i'm going to work soon but i'm not!! =....(

But, today i'm lucky.. lucky that my paper came out wif everything that i studied,hahahah! paisei for being so hao lian but bo bian, cannot control the happiness inside me *lalalalala~~*

Somemore plus ai xin cookies after exam, what can i ask more right?

2nd paper more SiONG than 1st.. much more to memorise.. sian.. esp wen even b4 exam u discovered u get onli 34/50 for ur fav subject test. I know 34 dun look bad but.... it looks bad wen there's 300 + ppl taking this module and ur grade lies ard 230 tt range. Very bad.. it could means erm erm a C+ *shiver* I hope not.

Should i go study or should i go sleep now?

Sometimes i feel i tink too much... abt family, abt love, abt frens.. i shld learn to put bo chap in my life dictionary, life would be easier.. however, hard to put bo chap wif hormones in u during those big big auntie period.

JUst watched superband result.. haiz haiz.. the onli all gal team gt elimated.. very very sad. They are like the special dish among all the jia chang xiao cha. It's so refreshing to definitely have a gal inside so many guys' team.. but anyway, left 3 teams which i support,hahah.. obviously the good one la.

Ok.. tink i too lo so today le.. yawn, must be due to exam stress..

恐怖后的一阵窝心跟感动。。

好恐怖！！你懂那种你想回去睡觉，你知道你应该回去睡觉可是又不敢的感觉吗？？

我梦到死尸。。而且是分解后的死尸 *shiver* 现在我在这边写这段东西都觉得恐怖。。幸亏现在有chia in msn 陪我讲话。

梦到死尸还不用紧。。我梦到之前被杀者和杀人者。。画面一直浮现在我脑海里所以我知道我不能去睡。。尽量叫自己想别的但脑想的是。。。为什么打电话叫他起来时他那么凶？？好凶。。真的不喜欢！之后就开始想也许有些东西真得不应该一头栽进去，以后两个在不同领域的人不会碰到问题吗？我越想越觉得自己太冲动了。。还有空间给我考虑吗？

刚才上msn，看到一个很窝心的 nickname 让我顿时忘记了恶梦 - “如果有一天你想起我。。我还会在原地等你”。。。。。。

永远和幸福 --〉如果只能选择一样，你会选择什么呢？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 V_V

总理李显龙 昨天在电视上说。。

老有所养。。

老有所依。。

老有所乐。。

hmm.. his chinese is good! =) haha..

Wa.. i'm all prepared to go 进洞啃书

I just bought...

-- 2 boxes of biscuits
-- 4 ice-creams
-- plums
-- chips
-- 2 nutella

hmm.. how long will it last me for?

So unhealthy.. but heck care la, study more impt, they are my "caffeine"

Drool =)...

*Satisfied look on face*

Stingray. . . Clams. . .Otah. . .

As the saying goes, the way to a man's heart is through his stomach.
As Ling's saying goes, the way to her heart is also through her stomach.

Wat's the diff?

First sentence require women's effort but 2nd sentence requires men's streetsmart knowledge & $$$. Hahaha..

Okie, wat im trying to get across is....... ARGH!!! Yesterday supper is superb! If you have chance, pls go to Clementi, erm.. isit S11? There's a 煮炒 stall.. the 3 dishes above are die die must order dishes. 3 dishes = $22 onli. The best dish is definitely the Otah! BEST!!! REALLＹ THE BEST!!!!!!! *unforgettable*

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2 days wasted just like tt... yesterday i packed my notes, watched all my webcast.. tt's all.

Today, i erm... yah, clear all my emails, look thru newspaper, printed all my notes, tt's all.

Shit man, wat a waste of time.

PLus a bad dream. Dreamt was caught in Msia for public affection & i need to go attend Msia court on the day of my exam -___________-"

Why no nice dream lately? Maybe should go get a dream catcher
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15.04.06 --> HaHa... =D

I need let out some steam..

I dun know wat's wrong with me. Has anyone felt everytime once u start to fall in love again, u are becoming more particular abt wat the other party said or do? Does anyone agrees with me that these kinda feeling 不好受？也是因为这样，我觉得尼古最好，无忧无虑。。

是不是我太计较了？还是女人天生就是计较的？

难道我需要那么在乎私下他所说的话跟他对别人说的话总是有出入呢？我也很想不在意。。所以一直告诉自己不要为这种小事而弄得心好不舒服。可是。。说是说啦，很难做到的。我会开始怀疑到底他对我说的是真心话吗？其实，每一次这种情况发生的时候，心里有一处一定会告诉自己他应该是在开玩笑的但是为什么心仍然感觉怪怪的？一直会问自己为什么他要讲那么不确实的话？为什么要说谎说到这样？为什么要讲到我对他一点都不重要？根本就是我在死缠烂打似的？我不懂。。我真的不懂。

今天发生了一些事情让我sian sian的。为什么当朋友开玩笑的说“你要送他回啊？”，他要回答：“我才没有没有那么好送她回咯。”好sian...为什么你的简讯告诉我你也想要看看我所买的礼物，可以看看我的品味如何，但想给你看时，你却说不必了因为其实你也没什么兴趣想看。兴奋的想给你看我蛮喜欢所买的东西但你却拒绝了我。连webcast没看完，就跟你走，就是想跟你多一点在一起聊天的时间但原来你只是来告诉我你要走了。sian上加sian..

有没有人可以告诉我。。我是不是太计较了？刚才在努力的想他对我的好，可能就没那么sian了。。很难。。如果人的心在这种情况下可以是一架可以改变心情的机器就好了。。我的生活宗旨很简单，只希望天天开心，有时还真难办到。。

=O yawn

Everyday is so predictable now. . . . Wake up with only one purpose in life --> STUDY.

Dread the feeling of soon-to-step-into working world life. Can I reverse time to wen i just stepped into university? *SIAN* It's not that i lazy or wat. . I been through 1 year of full time working experience before I stepped into uni and i know how it is like. Really dread it. Nothing enjoyable about it...........maybe except for the $ factor.

$$$ in exchange for lost of freedom & time, gain of tiredness & mundane schedule, facing a team of diverse age group, fun factor def decrease, more face-to-face contact wif computer & papers. SIgh!

If i have a choice. I will choose to be born in New Zealand Farmland. Hahhaa.. Simple and carefree life. Good weather also. Anyway, won't appreciate all these if i never encounter how Singaporean life is like...

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Last night, tv was attractive. Very Attractive. There's Miss Singapore Universe Final and Super Band.. wow wow wow.. and know wat? My friend gotten 3rd place in MSU!!!!!! Didnt realli keep much in contact wif her ever since we left JC . Wanted to send sms to give her moral support but ya, lost her no wen i lost my hp. However, did vote once for her though.

She was amazin.. her points for each section was all over 8. I predicted she most likely could get into top 3. It's a pity she didnt do very well in the last round as compared to the winner, who answer the qns fully and was the best answer given.

Felt that 1st runner up Jade, is realli pretty. Kai commented she looked like Fiona Xie.

Hao le. . . i'm heading back to my webcasting
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心好痛。。。。。

怎么办？？

我的心好痛好痛！！ =。。。。。。。。。。。（

我为什么那么笨？我把 hp里面全部的 sms delete 掉！！真的是不小心的。。有没有人可以帮我救回来？以前的回忆统统都不见了。。我要哭了。。

最让我心痛的是我跟我ex的所有sms..毕竟走了两年半。。真的是痛心一切就这样没有了。

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朋友给我这个我画的图画。。希望我会开心一点。

对。。是我来的。。使我戴眼镜的样子。。incase u wonderin who drawn tis..

The artist is me. Hahhaa..

Miraflow no more..

Bye Bye Miraflow. . . the cleaning brand which i used for my contact lenses for so many years..

Wanted to help Rach buy his miraflow and send to Aussy to him. Realised it's actualli the same miraflow which i used to clean my lense too,hahaha

The optical shop gal told me Miraflow no more distributing to them le.. same goes to other optical shops in Spore. No more distribution in S'pore due to maybe erm.. she said, low profit? Everyone started to use multi-purpose solution and miraflow is actualli redundant le.

Have to change to another brand liao. Though i use multi-purpose soln too but used to using miraflow to clean too or else dun feel it's clean enuf..

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My camera batt missin!!!!!! Whre are u?? I need it for my Redang trip =( and for Daddy to go shoot beautiful photos of Korea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^#@%^%^#

Stupid Kai! Stupid Kai..!! 骗我！！Last night, he bluff me tt we are not going to eat frog leg porridge & going to send me straight home cos . .cos. . i gt so many things to accomplish! Was so damn disappointed. Grey clouds crowded my whole heart and face.......--> Very long nv like tt le!

I also dun know wat happened to me. All i know is i feel damn sad and disappointed. Immediately, i gone quiet. I just dont feel like talkin, not purposeli or wat.. den i control control control, unable to smile. I look down, not wantin to look at him... tink tink tink... control.. ok, dun sad, dun be so mad.. just frog leg porridge. . he's doin tis for my good. . . he's maybe tired, wan go home earli den dun dare say. . next time den eat . . next time eat. .

That moment wen i bow down my head, it's feel horrible.. . Can u imagine like those drama serial where an angel & a devil pop out from ur head and keep talkin to u? Yah.. tt it is!

I lift up my head. Hmmmmmmmmm.... strange! CTE?? The expressway to my hse is AYE or PIE leh.. gt CTE meh? Den i start to tink: "he bluff me is it?"

From far, I see a sign that says 'to Outram' . . . ok, if he turns in thr, means we goin to eat le?

But he drove past =....(

Disappointment cloud my head again.

I keep asking him y he go CTE? Wan drive me to his hse isit?

In the end , he finally confessed he's bluffin me, wan see my reaction... HUNDAN!!!!!

and to add on, he didnt turn in cos he missed the exit, didnt see it.

How can i like and hate a guy at the same time? Amazin feelin. . . .

*switch to good mood* at least i get to eat my FReeee frog leg porridge~ NIce sia.. realli nice..after a day of hard work in school *SHOIK*

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Just last night. . . I discovered a simple one-word 'Yes' 也能让人难以启齿。。

《数到五答应我》 曹格

第一次看着你 就为你心动
聪明的我 怎能让你走
第二次看见你 我竟然失控
是我的错 请你原谅我
第三次看见你 想要告诉你
我真的爱你 是真爱你
第四次看着你 我有些要求
请你能够 安安静静的聆听

一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离

那最后一个一定要说你愿意
Want be your lover
want be your man
我只要你开心多一点
Can you be my lover
don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远

你说你害怕 因为受过伤
不需要害怕 因为我不是他

See the bold words? Yah.. if any guy are able to do tt to me forever, den i cfm marry him! Hahaha..

Another of my fav song.. If u have noticed, the singers that i like have more or less the same singing style eg 曹格，林俊杰，胡彦斌，王力宏，陶吉吉

But i do like female singers too like 张惠妹 etc..

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Stayed in school whole day. . Do WHAT? Project la.. ar bo..

One thing to be happy abt --> can eat famous CHINATOWN Frog LEG　Porridge later =D

*dreams abt it. . . drool *

Doing Sociolinguistic Survey now,,

Doing my last project at the moment.. survey makin me headache, cos it's an individual project. No one i can consult. Haiz haiz.. The picture totally depicts my situation now (pic thanks to 弯弯).

Drama drama drama.. nowsdays life is like a drama. A new person suddenly pop out in my life. My 2 good frens just broke up. Today my another good fren quarrel wif bf.

Love is always a headache. No love also headache for some but of cos it will only makes u moody. But with love + constant quarrel = moody + mood swing + anger. Love is really a headache.

爱情这种东西不是说能控制就能控制的。。。如天气变化莫测。

Chia,看开一点吧。。太执著对女生绝对不是一件好事。
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Yesterday handed in my Discourse project.. now left last project -- sociolinguistic. Very cham. Not enough time ....... haiz

Was so tired yesterday tt i pang seh my god-bro Zhui. Luckily he 's not angry and even drove me back home from school due to heavy rain. Had a nice chat wif him but ya.. seen him smoke in front of me for the first time *shakes head*

I could still rem pri sch days wen we also chatted wif him wif me standin in front of me.. tt time, the image he give me is a big, mature brother..

This time round, he gave me a immature feeling. Maybe due to the way he handles stress with smoking and the way he 傻傻 wait for someone who is totally not worth his love.

He holds a special position in my heart.. a very special big bro no one can replace bah. Very very sad to see him drown in sorrows and smoke sometimes.

Exam comin up, Jiayou to u! This time round i give u luck and strength...

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Daddy went to Malaysia le.. these few days whenever i'm at home, Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner is always there ready for me.

父母是最伟大的。。

谢谢你。。爸爸。。

Makes me feel like i dun care for u like tt?

Wat does tt mean?

本来我好好的。。。这一句话什么意思呢？

It cause me to be in a daze. Stun wen i see the sms. Nv cross my mind he tink tis way. Maybe wat he feel is true.

What a way to start a day

First time..

First time i a bit pek cek him. .

It's not any other things but just the way he handles this situation..

My brain keeps analysing this incident & i dun know wat to do next. Should i continue to be disappointed or shld i just forget abt it? I didnt know wat to do and didnt wan to talk to him, called chew but she nv pick up phone.. (but she called me back later)

Cant say it's entirely his fault.. cos..
(1) He didnt actualli give me a confirmation that he will do the CXXC duty.

BUT! he also didnt give me a rejection statement. Last night, on phone, we shld nt have side-trek

(2) I assumed he gt class in the morning and shld be in school in the morn.

BUT! He also nv tell me.... he actualli has no class! 2 hrs b4 the duty, late a bit nvm one lo.. y he must sms me and nt call me to tell me he cant make it? Imagine 8am in the morn, i still sleepin.. call me at least i can still rush down. Even if i dun wan, i still have time to find ppl. Anyway, dun tink 8am is a nice time to call ppl also. He just ask me to call Paul, assumin he's free. HUHZ?

*speechless*

I dun know y u handle it this way. I realli dun know. So unlike u. Even Chew said u shld at least help me to find ppl to replace my duty but u just throw back the hole to me and ask me to amend it.

Asked me if need help me call? *speechless once again* 算了。

I was so gan jiong just now. 25mins to 10am. I called Jhui, Paul, Ter, LiQ, Vic, KK, Chingm. . .haiz, dun wish to say more. Luckily K helped me in the end though he was onli able to reach at 10.30am.

Onli one thing which i'm certain is my fault - I should not have chat on the phone till 1am and made u overslept. But............. cute chew somemore said if his sleepin habit is like tt, den not entireli my fault also,hahhaha..

Now i have already cooled down since everythin is settled..my temper is always very short.

BUT

i tink i will just bo chap some ppl first......

*Bang* Today i bumped on to the top-door part when i alight from the cab..... so stupid! Luckily ah.. no one saw it, hahahhaha~

So So hungry now.. ate a bao in the morning.. potato & fruit salad noon and still very hungry.

Smses getting lesser lately, a bit not used to it. Lack the humour & sweetness which i get just from seeing those smses. . .good? bad? i dun know. .Miss those sms days

Monday is always a busy day - as usual

Monday. . . a day which i dread most. . . i gt no monday blues but wat makes me sian is monday is always a day which i cfm have sthg to pia --> either project, assignments or hw or tests. Endless one.

As Usual, today i pia discourse project. . . it's dateline after dateline. *suffocating*

Tomorrow = Malay Dialogue (havent memorised, weigh 10%)
Thurs = Discourse tutorial assignment due
Next Tues = Ecommerce test & Malay Oral (weigh 20%) *time to faint day*
Next wed = present discourse proj report
Next Friday = Sociolinguistic project due.. also start of study week

Can i go buy a rope and hook?

AT least i ate lunch today.. and had xin fu snicker at night =D

Ok, back to memorising malay dialogue now

。。。只因为你。。。

从清晨露出微笑的金黄
我知道 我不会 再孤单
看你为我绽放的脸庞 .
放在心上
有了你 我的世界不一样

童话里幸福终结了忧伤
你是我 最靠近 的坚强

有你陪我自在地遨翔
抬头仰望
天空变成一座游乐场
世界更明亮

。。。内心此刻对你的感觉。。。
。。。谢谢你的出现。。。
。。。让我有幸福的感觉。。。

《会有那么一天》 林俊杰

一九四三世界大战
阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多
他们感情很深
但是爷爷身负重任
就在离乡的那夜
给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心
请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你

夕阳西下鸟儿回家
阿嬷躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫
眼神却很温柔
看著爷爷湿透的眼
握著他粗糙的手
阿嬷的泪水开始流
轻声说道

Sang by one of CSS contestants... touching.. totally absorbed into the lyrics. An everlasting dream which all wish for. .

My new 3Cs Policy

CONCENTRATE
on studies

CONTROL
my actions & feelings

CEASE
all contacts

Yanxin san.. Happy 23rd Birthday~!~!~

祝欣生日快乐！！
祝欣生日快乐！！祝欣。。生日快乐 er。。
祝欣生日快乐！！

Yah~ Today is my old old fren bdae, hehe.. will sms her later, hope she likes the princessy crown accessory i gave her~ Our sec clique celebrated for her at Seoul Garden (with the exception of ah cheng cos a very impt to her drama is showing on sat night,haiz). $25 bucks k!!!!!!!!!!!! *xin tong* Pls note that even though i keep complaining abt the $25 and forgo-in a c-b-l-c treat at Grand Hyatt Hotel by next project PD, my choice is still celebrating xin bdae.. hahaha.. not cos it's an obligation.. what is more impt than ur old fren's bdae right? But. . . but.. . it cant prevent me from having heart pain syndrome esp wen a very 'good' fren kai keeps drowning you wif all the details & pics (take a look at all the pics below, argh..........................)

Anyway, at least ah at least... i get to eat Seoul Garden which i wanted to do so last wk. I missed the meat already (must admit i can be quite carnivorous at times). Can u imagine the variety of chicken meat flavor they have?? (sorri, no pic) Got......... erm........ bulgogi (not sure how to spell but it's my fav~), Sze Chuan. . erm erm.. shit man, cant rem. . sorry, my poor memory! But anyway, i can place 6 diff types of marinated chicken on a plate,hehe..

Oh ya, there's coffee marinated chicken as well. Very queer taste but special la~ Ate 2 bowl of ice-cream but........... y no choco flavor? den i settle for choco & chip, no choice. To add on, there's sushi also! Not bad Not bad..

We tried placing dumplings on the 'Peng-kang' side --> hoping to transform it into 锅贴. Hmm.. a bit of a failure lah cos keep sticking on the.. wat's tt call?

What else ah? hmm.. oh yeah, i finally learnt how to cook cockles!!!! This i have been figuring out for damn damn long. Everyone who knows me knew i love 'Ham' *drool..* But everytime wen u eat steamboat wif other ppl, u def cant drop all the 'hams' inside the 水锅。First, mani ppl have rejection syndrome on 'ham'. Second, bad 'ham' pollute the water. The only option left for me is to 'Peng' the 'ham'. Logically when you fry the 'hams' at home, it is considered cooked wen they auto open their shells...........However, this logic will nv apply wen u 'peng' them cos it will nv happen. They die die dun wan open!!!!! Trust me, i tried sooo mani times & at one pt, i have even given up. If the 'ham' opens, it means u heng liao! Can go try buy 4-D if u like. Hhaha..

Okie, back to my self-derived method.

1st, you throw all the 'hams' on the bbq side. This is to heat up the hams.. so can be easily opened by ur.. ya,hands.

2nd, collect back all the 'hams', let it cool down.

3rd, use ur hands (this method not for lazy ppl) to pry open the cooled hams' shell. Remove one of the shells.

4th, throw back the 'hams' that is left with one side on the shell, with obviously the 'ham' side facing the bbq side.

5th, wait a while & TADA! Nice bbq ‘HAMS'..................... realli miss them

HAHAHAHA.. i realised i can be quite smart at times.. =D

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I went to collect my repaired hp yesterday as well.. woke up way too late so ya, took cab there.

This time round, the customer service officer was much more knowlegeable, nicer and also prettier than the previous officer who served me. Now i know what caused my hp to go haywire. 我的翻版电话电池。。。which i dun even know tt it's actualli pirated. This was an extra batt which i persuaded the salesman to give me wen i bought the hp.....Now i dun dare to use the pirated batt anymore and i'm left with onli one batt,haiz....... I'm already used to havin 2 batts. NVm, i rather live with it than forking out another $50 for another batt. Prob wait until.. ya, wen i rich bah,hahaha

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I realise a knee-length and below skirt is very powerful.. it made ppl notice u...... haha...

go sch, kai said 'wa, wear skirt ah?'

go from cl to yih, rosli notice me, yuda smses me 'wear pink look sweet sure notice one'

go out, fren said' just now see xxx so wear so nice right?'

Nice meh? I wear the skirt purely is cos i dun wear short skirt and jeans, as simple as tt.. nv tot of purposeli dress up at all. The pink skirt simple also leh.

My hair is the same, top normal, no make-up..

The onli change: a knee-length pink skirt

Hmm........

=.....( 

. . .. . . . . *ren* 

Meat Platter for 2............. ok, Seoul Garden also not bad, i shan't complain 

Sut.... remind me of Shang Ri La "'The Line" 

Nice Ambience sia............. *i should stop complaining, XIN BDAE more IMPT!*  

KeBab. .. *drool somemore* WHy?? why i nv go eat?? $80 + per person leh... free somemore..... 

SObz........ never go eat!! *dui, super dui!* in Grand Hyatt Hotel leh!! 

hmmm.. Sun Bear!!!!!!! looks like dog 

*drool....* 

Delicious..hahahha 

King Cobra 

Crocodile head.. 

All these photos my fren send me one~ 

Raffles Musuem of Biodiversity Research in NUS (went thr once in yr 1 or 2, hehe ) 

A Horrible, TeRRifYing Dream...

Onli slept at 8am this morning and it's almost 1pm, yet i typing here.. a bit unlike me to sleep so little right? *bitter smile*

i woke up from my horrified dream at ard 11am & i dun feel like falling back asleep again.. cos this dream seems to have continuing ability. (It continues from the dream i had wen i slept from 2-4am last night) I cant rem exactly what is the dream abt after Chia called me at 12pm just now.. the kong bu feeling lingers on though.. All i can rem is it involves my family & sthg like my fam members committing murder etc etc............ Very S caRy *shiver* --> am i too stressed up?

Anyway, i'm well-known for being a pig so originally wanted to fall back to sleep.. Chia called me.. Sigh, very sad to really witness a couple break-up & lagi worse, know both parties. All I could do is provide support and listening ear to chia. Her situation is gradually causing an impact on me & the impact is getting stronger as she talks to me more. I'm so easily influenced by her.. probably i nt suitable to get into a r/s yet bah..

爱得越深 痛得越深。。

有时想想女人真的如 chia 所说蛮反贱的，哈哈哈。。只要有一个人对你非常好、无微不至地照顾你、最需要他时陪伴着你，有些女人就会好像掉到无底洞去爬不上来了。 但这并不apply to每个女人因为要看每个女人的priority 和注重的是什么。渐渐发现我其实没那么在乎外表了，虽然口口声声说过喜欢某某类型的人。。其实我心很容易融化，只要那人在对的时间做对的东西。。--〉这真是我的致命伤 *叹气*

可以办到的人能很容易抓住我的心，也可能会让我变得死心塌地。我也不清楚现在所讲的是对的吗？因为人一直都在变。。上一段感情后，就觉得应该找一个喜欢我比我喜欢他多的人。。chia这件事情更加巩固了我的想法。怎么样都不能全心全意爱一个人，到头来痛苦的是自己。男人痛苦也不会痛苦到哪里去。。除非超痴情吧（稀有品种）。有时候你以为你可能找到了。。但如我刚才所说，女人又心软又反贱，在一起一阵子，局势有时候在你不经意时已经扭转过来了。。所以当我发现我可能会很喜欢一个人时，就会开始怕了吧，尤其看到chia这样子。。谁不会怕无底洞呢？

麻烦的我也许比较适合做尼古吧。。=X